In the midst of listening to "Angels" my mind brimmed with images related to my story and the major subplot explaining Cloe's submission to the deceitful lies of the conniving priest of the church who convinces her that women mean little to God and are mere pawns for men to use to coax their ailing souls via the use of sex. Cloe falls mindlessly for his lies and allows the pastor to convince her it's God will and purpose that the ravaging and quaver of her individuality due to the relentless sexual acts performed on her "In the name of God.." remains her only use in life. Being sort of a haunch Feminist in terms of both genders being wholly equal within the scope of God, I explore the sometimes frustrating journey of one woman trying to seek her. individuality within a theological world that tries to suppress her beauty. Not in anyway, Do I mean to criticize Christianity since I criticizing anyone who uses religion as a means of control and usurpation of peopl
For any hopeless romantics, metal fans, fans of Nightwish/Evanescence; be prepared to have your senses overwhelmed with the evocative sound of "Within Temptation." Within Temptation has aided in the exploration of the many faucets of myself and really awakened an element of myself which has remained dormant for so long, hindered by the stresses of daily life. For any of my Deviantart readers who've been wondering where I've been for the past couple weeks. I will assure you by saying I've been battling a sometimes insurmountable battle with anxiety and despair. Sometimes being a writer allows myself to become imbued with anguish, resulting from a stinted self esteem. I've always been masochistic with my manner of thinking, unrelentingly inflicting pain upon myself since I abhor myself more than anyone can ever imagine. Except is there any real reason to have such animosity for myself when so many others surround me and embrace me with love. But is my self absorbed psyche unable to realize the brim of love emanating off the bodies of those surrounding my limp form. Hopefully, I'll be able to sustain life within myself in order to remain active with the one activity which brings much joy to my life; writing. Anyways, Happy Valentine's Day (though I absolutely despise Valentine's Day since it's the most depressing of all holidays for those like me)






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My lips exist solely for strawberry milk and chocolate parfaits.--Sakata, Gintoki
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Have a Horrorfieing Hallows Eve, I hope you die of fright.
I believe that ghouls, ghosts, witches, demons, angels, gods, and every creature of night and day. Do lurk around our world, some my friend...even say hello to us every morning
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it takes a fool to remain sane
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<3 Would you like to leave this human race tonight? <3
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I read way too many books, watch too much anime, and am way too obsessed with Japanese culture! I am the world's biggest dork
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<3 Would you like to leave this human race tonight? <3
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